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Doldrums Heavy Shadows

by Rose Clouds

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1.
By Night 04:14
By Night. Crept slowly by night Where the subway grew long Cloaked in golden Light I was drifting through the fog Black dogs got a clear view Bloods dripping from its jaws Lord, I couldn’t hear you I was drifting through the fog I’ve been living, drifting in a fog All my given gifts were gone Heard people made bets I wouldn’t make it back (Mmmm) I made peace with that Sometimes things don’t feel real Heard it in the way that I talk For years I didn’t feel well I was drifting through the fog Headphones crackled low Like leaves finding calm Lord, I learned to go slow When I was drifting through the fog I’ve been living, drifting in a fog All my given gifts were gone Heard people made bets I wouldn’t make it back (Mmmm) I made peace with that I was living, drifting in a fog All my given gifts were gone (Mmmm) I made peace with that
2.
Button Factory. The body keeps score Deep down through the corridors Of your life No one will find you Don’t open thee door All you’ll sees war just Runaway all your life No one will find you If its any consolation Humiliation Cuts like a train through the street Made a slingshot, From a cut bottle And a balloon No one will find you Still smile locked Inside hostile Violent rooms No one will find you If its any consolation To make it Just know when to retreat If its any consolation It takes patience When learning to be sweet
3.
Fried Apples 04:11
Fried Apples. In the kitchen at dawn Thought to myself and yawned You’ve slept in many beds Just passing through a vagabond And its a funny thing the right mind Left with nothing to do Believes everything ever said was true Like— “They never loved you” Fried apples and buttered toast The roads filled with turncoats Preaching bloods thicker than water Well I’ve almost drowned in both And its a funny thing the right mind Left with nothing to do Believes everything ever said was true Like— “They never loved you” And its a funny thing the right mind Left with nothing to do Believes everything ever said was true Like— “They never loved you” Oil from the pan burnt my hand And the stove began to smoke The sun rose Ohhhh The sun rose
4.
Indoor Cat 02:34
indoor Cat. Shadow in the window Knows each car by heart But in the dark, Every thing is the same in the dark Shoulders slumped like a sinkhole Only rising to breathe Came in from the street Never going back to the street Got lost in the city The shame of it all Just a ghost in the hall With an ear to the wall Breeze of the subway On the tip of your tongue Halfwit in the humdrum Purring like a gun
5.
Dracula 02:35
Dracula. Fist balled tight Whether prayer or precaution Some people need to be shown Why they should be cautious No illusions Nothing on earth fulfills you Got nothing new to address A new home would of killed you A good fail safe is to never feel safe (x2 ) Loneliness Will consume and shape you But getting close is high stakes High stakes could slay you
6.
…Is Sleeping They caught you sleeping Dwelling on dreams Magical thinking Melting steel beams Tired of feeling so day to day Can I trust you? Not today No not today Tired of feeling so day to day Twenty cups of water Around this bed Depression altar Tomorrow Ill mend Tired of feeling so day to day Can I trust you? Not today No not today Tired of feeling so day to day
7.
Weight Of Pain. Tried to hold a 9-5 Daylight came, I was paralyzed Lost faith in things that shine I was tired I was so tired Chained to a weight of pain Chained to a weight of pain Love is not a strength To lift a weight of pain Walked backwards out the place I was raised and ruined Tried to be human, be brave But I blew it Chained to a weight of pain Chained to a weight of pain Love is not a strength To lift a weight of pain
8.
Small Winner 02:19
Small Winner. Small Winner said I’ve put myself in your shoes Probably die swinging a hammer Or singing the blues Spoonful of sugar or two Spoonful of sugar or two Help you get right down to Swallowing the truth Small winner said They won’t offer you a truce Took a bullet before Doesn’t mean you’re bullet proof Spoonful of sugar or two Spoonful of sugar or two Help you get right down to Swallowing the truth Spoonful of sugar or two Spoonful of sugar or two Help you get right down to Swallowing the truth
9.
Electric Tape. I am a lucky one Lucky me I don’t trust anyone Its so lonely Don’t you think that I know? Nothings free Even advice will run A small fee Never jump before you look Only eat food you yourself cooked If you’re gonna swing your shame around like a blade First wrap the handle with electric tape Rabbits foot on The night stand By hook or by crook No night stands Never jump before you look Only eat food you yourself cooked If you’re gonna swing your shame around like a blade First wrap the handle with electric tape I am a lucky one Lucky me I don’t trust anyone Lucky me
10.
Whodunit 02:34
Whodunit. What is the truth? Well What is the truth? Rumors swoop like guests in groups Welcomed in and given a room Now, suppose its true Everybody knows its true I know people can be cruel Don’t dig too deep, you super sleuth There I go again, meddling in my head (x2) No plan is fool proof No, no plan is fool proof Candle turned or a book removed Won’t reveal an escape route Just follow the wealth of clues Oh, follow the wealth of clues I know people have their views Don’t dig too deep, you super sleuth There I go again, meddling in my head (x2) Ain’t a thing you can dispute No, Ain’t a thing you can dispute I know people believe what they choose Don’t dig too deep, you super sleuth

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released September 14, 2020

Instruments, Vocals, Recording etc etc by G. Hirsch

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